Now some of my blog posts all started out from here, I always have my digital newspaper in my hands and well instead of reading through I write or punch a few words out of it.
Today isn’t any different as I think through while on my toilet sit. My thoughts take me into a place that I love to go – love planet. I’ve heard these words swing through my head like a pendulum, “some people are meant to stay in your heart, but not in your life… (paraphrased though).
Some people come into your life and leave something inside of you that you always reflect on, you look back and even when things didn’t work out, you smile and are glad your paths crossed. Others just leave without saying goodbye, while some, maybe just one sticks with you forever (now that’s the part I love to hear… Hehehe).
My name was never Mr. Cheeks cos I can’t remember ever being part of the group ‘Lost Boyz’ neither was ma name “the Player”, but I love ma woman when I love her. I love to give it as natural as it comes, no faking, even when we live in a society that negates faithfulness, I ponder about it almost everyday especially when I look at a few married folks. Nobody holy pass they say, but that’s one line I wouldn’t wanna cross. Everybody says that just before they say ” I do” but what happens next? Hmmmm, got me thinking…
The human mind loves adventure, I love it too, but if there is a mindset I’ve been trying to build even while ma house is barely just on the foundation level, then it had to be that. Daddy loved the ladies, though I never met him but he had a nick name too (Yaro Mai Kyau meaning Fine Boy) so he had a thing for women.
There is this thing about love that i seem to be insync with, Beauty. Not facial beauty but when you can look at your girl/hommie and see that beauty right from inside their heart, your eyes xray deep in before falling on the face to make you look at them just a lil different than the next person does. You see what no one else sees and believe only what your heart tells you.
I really dont have much to tell about her (the ‘L’ word), but I sure have loads to say about you… Ma Sunshine.
Immaginary as you are, I see you right before my eyes taking a walk with me just by the sidewalk. As boring as i could be you still enjoy my company and laugh at my jokes, as long as I tell it; doesn’t matter if it’s funny or not, it’s coming out of my mouth so, it had to be funny. Many guys want you Doctors, Lawyers, Bank Managers Pilots you name them, but nah… You want just me, your Writer, your Architect, your Music box, and best of all, your Poet.
I write you notes, poems, songs, I tell all my friends about you and they just wanna meet you, cos they know when Snowball’s in love, he’s just in love. I know for a fact you can cook cos mama asked me not to worry already, she always says and blesses me with these words, God will bless you with a wife that sure knows how to cook good, she knows how much her boy used to love food. Come with me to the games once in a while, you don’t have to be a fan, we can “pop some corns” while watching that champions league game. I’ll tell you my deepest fears knowing you’ll help me conquer them. My eyes are always locked in yours always telling you how beautiful you are, because in you, I see something that’s bigger than me, bigger than the lustful thoughts of other women, bigger than just a relationship.
I look at your picture and all I wanna do is paint it, a masterpiece hanging on my wall, that work of art made by me, your Painter.
And yes I love to keep fit sometimes so the sleepless nights don’t stress me out, would you come jug with me one time? I’ll create a magic box with cardboards for you and have a lil gift inside, would you love it? Let me loose your braids when they get old, you could sleep while I do that, albeit tasking especially with the tiny ones but hey, I’ll do it, because of you I’m a better man, I’m a king and a good one too. My big bulgy eyes never get tired of staring deep into your not-so-big eyes, cos in them I see inspiration, drive that makes me want to get up and do something, cos I can’t come to terms with not giving you a better life. You are my woman, my perfect match, the woman of my dreams, one that fills in the gap (Look you got me rapping already… lol), thus can’t wait to fall back to you every night.
My eyes don’t search they find, my heart doesn’t break it mends, and my lips… they don’t lure, they only try hard not to fail whenever they open.
Be my Queen, cos I am your King already, and if there’s something this King knows how to do best, then it’s how to love you more and more like that song by Joe, More and More… Can’t promise you the world, but I can promise you this… all of me . And when you have that, then you have the world…